Ndainge ndichangopedza high school ndine 17 years old and ndakabva ndatanga kutsvaga college kuti ndiyenderere mbere nechikoro. I never got any time for myself at home it was hard finding time when I could be alone. When I got home this time ndichibva kuchikoro, things were still the same as usual. Vanhu vaingouya vachiita up and down saka painge pasina kana nguva yangu ndega until one morning.
Zemo rangu was growing stronger and stronger after two weeks ndisina kana kumboisa chigunwe mubeche rangu and with college and roommates zvaireva kuti no more toys and it suked for a 17 year old ainge asati ambosvirwa but I think zvainge zvitori better semunhu aishaya time to myself ndaizowanepi time yekuita mukomana. That morning mumba mainge makanyarara seems everyone was busy doing something, ndakabuda muma blankets ndokubva ndakuyenda kubathroom ndichiva ndavhura shower so the mirroe fogged up mawindow. Ndakabvisa hembe dzangu ndokubva ndapinda mu shower ndikatanga kurohwa ne warm water ndikanzwa minyatso yangu yawoma and nekuramba ndichirohwa minyatso nemvura ndakanzwa beche rangu rakuita complain ndikabva ndaziva kuti something need to be done.
After giving myself a warm bath, ndakapedza ndokubva ndamonera towel after ndazvizora lotion ndipo pakadonha towel rangu and nekutsvedzerera kwaiyita lotion pamazamu angu ndakazvambarara patowel ndokutanga kuzvipuruzira minyatso yangu ndichichemerera ndikanzwa kunakirwa hangu ndichibva ndasverera matinji angu ndokutanga kurova rova matinji angu as I slowly worked it in circles ndikanzwa muviri wangu wese wakuita kunge une chiveve. It felt good.I rubbed softly pabeche rangu rainge razvimbirira ndokubva ndaisa zvigunwe two mukati, Oh my god, masasi eharare ndainge ndazvisuwa for two weeks. Zvigunwe zvangu zvaikweshera pakabhinzi and ndaibva ndanzwa kuda more, but it wasn’t enough.