KuSeducer Brother Yangu kusvika andisvira…. I regret everything. I know vakawanda muchandituka but i want to share nhau yangu iyi. Sorry kune vese vachatsamwa but hey that’s life and i regret what happened.
Ndakakura ndichichengetwa nebrother yangu and to me he was everything becoz he cared for me and supplied for my every need. Ndakaendeswa kuBoarding school until i was Form Six.
Pakukura kwangu i noticed kuti Maiguru mukadzi weBrother yangu was not a nice woman at all. She was always shouting at my brother and so i was determined to change this kana ndakura. Sad to say mukadzi wavo ran away from home when i was at school. Brother yangu didn’t tell me anything until i came home for holiday, i was in Form 4 then. He seemed lonely and from that time i never saw him smile. He never had mwana naMaiguru saka that meant he was alone. Ndirikuchikoro all i could think of was how my brother was miserable.
And for that reason alone i hated men to the point that i never had a boyfriend and someone i found myself ndichifunga brother yangu chete. One night ndanzwa nyere ndakabonyora and that changed my life forever because ndakabonyora ndichifunga brother yangu. So much so when i went home for holiday i made sure everything was right pamba and i took care of the cooking and washing for my brother who was now always focused on his work…
Pandakapedza form 6 exams i remember ndichisvika kumba ndikawana pamba pane tsvina and brother yangu was in bed havo vachiona TV. Ndakapinda mumba and ndokurara hangu next to him after saying hie. We hugged hedu and started talking. I felt bad kuti bro yangu was always alone and i thought maybe i would help him out. He said he was on leave and so had nothing to do except for watching tv havo….
Manheru iwayo after cooking i went and chilled with my bro in his bedroom talking about school and all. Musi uy ndakaita plan to repay my bro the only way i knew how. Or rather the only way i could because i knew nothing about sviro. But kupfeka ndayigona saka hazvina kunetsa. From that day on ndaipfeka twumaMini twangu that i got from Zambia mubhero. At first my brother commented as if vaindirambidza kupfeka such but ndakaramba ndichipfeka chete and i noticed he was actually looking differently everyday.
It was common for me to fall asleep pabed yavo saka it didn’t mean anything to us but musi uyu ndakauya ndine kaShort night dress kangu and mukati musina panty. Takagara hedu paBed watching series inonzi 24 and was enjoying it. Pakati i pretended kunge ndarara and didn’t cover up. Ndakavhura corner yeziso ndokuona brother yangu akatarisa magaro angu kunge munhu ane nzara akatarisa sadza after yrs of not eating.
Ndakaona vachiita kunge varikufunga and vega vozunguza musoro. Ndichiona izvi ndakabva ndapinduruka ndokutarisa mudenga ndichiisa beche rangu paDISPLAY. Ndakaona brother yangu vachipererwa paface pavo and ndikaona murume aburitsa mboro yake panze. Vakatanga kubonyora zviri fast and pasina nguva vakatundira pabed pese. Vakasimuka ndokutora towel and wiped. Vakatora gumbeze and covered me.
Mangwana brother yangu akamuka after ini ndamuka kare and for the first time in yrs i saw him smile. Ndakati “kwakanaka here nhasi why are you so happy” vakangoti “ehe kuribho”. Zuva iri manheru we continued on the series and like nezuro short night dress pasina panty beche on display. Ndakayepera kurara futi and pasina time ndakaona murume akubonyora heavy. Ndakaita chivindi ndokubva ndanyatsovhura maziso angu ndokumuka. Brother yangu vakavhunduka ndokuda kuvhara mboro yavo negumbeze asi vasati vadii ndakabata gumbeze riya ndokuvatarisa kumeso. Ndakaswedera padhuze navo and vasati vataura ndakabata mboro yavo. Vakada kurwisa asi ndakaramba ndakavatarisa ndikati “no let me help” kupisa kwese kakapera at that time and ndakabva ndatanga kubonyora mboro yavo. Vakaramba vakatarisa pabeche rangu all this time kunge it was his first time kuona beche. Ndakavati “you can touch it kana muchida” and ever since handisati ndamboona brother yangu achitya asi musi uyu ndakaona vachidedera kusvika ruoko rwavo rwabata beche rangu. Ndakavhunduka pavakaisa chigunwe mukati and i kept ruoko rwangu pamboro yavo ndichipomba chete.
Panguva iyi ndakaona brother yangu akangosimuka and ndokundisumudza vachindirarisa pasi and in a split second mboro yavo yanga yanangana nebeche rangu. Handina kupikisa asi ndakangoti “pliz be gentle neni” and his behaviour changed. Gently vakapinza mboro mukati mangu and misodzi yangu yakaerera nepain yandikanzwa but i didn’t care as long as it was for my big brother. Vakapinza kusvika rese rapinda mandiri and slowly ndokutanga kukoira kunge zvinoitwa muTV. Ndakabatirira kusvika ndanzwa bro yangu atunda and all of a sudden vakaburitsa mboro yavo and started crying pabed next to me. Ndakavanyararidza and assured him everything was fine. Kubva musi uyu brother yangu akandisvira more times kusvika ndakuziva kunaka kwemboro.
Now the problem is i am at University and i think i found a man i love but nyoro yeBrother yangu ndinoida saka ndapererwa kuti ndoita sei. I don’t want kusiya mboro yebrother yangu and also i love this man from School… Ndodii hamawe? Please help musatuke too much… i was just trying to help…